My apologies

I am sorry that it has been so long since I wrote a post.  I suppose if you normally follow me, it hasn't been that long.  However, I set out to talk about a book a month, and geez, I blew it again.  Although this time, life just got out of control.  December was so busy, and wresting season was well on its way (my middle son is a senior, which make this is his last season and he's been pretty amazing on the mat).  January came and it felt like everything was falling apart (If I'm being honest, it started coming undone in November, but I avoided it/perhaps denial/ just couldn't deal with it) financially, emotionally, automobile-ly, along with a lot of little things that just don't fit into a category, and then to top if off, I had some random virus mess with my head.  After about five days, I caught myself saying "its all in my head, but for real".  It made me laugh, but it was true.  Everything that was keeping me in bed was in my head.  It was like all of my senses were off and it was making me tired, nauseous, and not much fun at all.  I have never dealt with anything like it.   I imagine the little bugger was floating on by and thought, "Hey, since your down and struggling, allow me to let you have something special."   It hit me on a Tuesday night.  I couldn't even look at my computer screen until Friday and even then it wasn't for more than a half hour.  By Sunday though, I was able to continue working on a new book I started rather recently (the first draft is 50,000 words already, and I think I'm almost to the end), and by Wednesday I was almost back to me.   

Anyways, I am sorry for my lack of blogging.  Hopefully everything has found its positive course and I can get back to the dojo, being laid back and cheerful me, and most importantly writing - not just with my stories, but here as well!  😁